I don't understand

I have tried my best to keep close to gether with Gary. But I think he is not appreciated what I did. I want to talk, but not through the phone. I want it face to face. I don't like to report the whole day schedule on the phone every night. I need talk and feeling sharing. Is every man like this? Never show and talk about their feelings, even happy or sad. I agree that everyone should have their privacy. But what I wanna know is your feeling. Although I do everything I want, but I don't want to make anybody unhappy. Please talk me what you feel.