Red light is gone, yellow one is flashing.

I forgot to tell Scarlett was fired. Yes, she did yesterday. I was not surprised, since Eliza was fired. I know that Leslie is not patient any more. It shows on his face. No more laughing, no jokes, no stories, no sharing, no nothing. The working atmoshere is changed. That makes me sick. It is the reason I could not control myself last night when I knew that I did something wrong.

I really thought that I will be fired this morning. I could not eat and sleep last night. I left the office at 10:30, and arrived home at 11:30 last night. Having shower, sitting in front of the computer, I could not think. Try to go to sleep at one, and then woke up at five. My brain and my body are tensed. Went back to the office at 7:00. Having meal until 1:00, but I have not felt hungry. Slept for four hours but I am not tired. Working here, no one can relax. You have to be ready for fight every minute that is what I feel.