都唔知講好

我都唔知點講好啦。我一路都以為我要做pre-gen既圖做晒，但原來仲有成三幅未做呀。呢個錯誤新黎一個月既同事，啱啱都犯過。但我係唔夠兩個禮拜，竟然犯埋同一個錯誤，簡直就係低能。哎!又唔知幾時先可以搞得佢掂。不過都有兩個辦法，一係啦啦聲做完佢，唔好比人知自己低b囉。一係就將件事大肆張揚，咁我咪可以有時間慢慢做囉。但大肆張揚完後都係要快快做咁點算呀，咁咪大鑊。都係做到咁上下先同PM講。鑊點都要補，係個鑊大既時候比人發現，定係自己control到既時間比人發現架啫。

唔知係咪因為呢件事，今日個人好down。飯都唔係好想食，好唔開心呀。

Eight Below 既爭拗戰

今朝同我同事講開我尋晚睇Eight Below喊到成個豬頭炳咁。跟住就展開一場爭拗如下。

Shermen said,"我尋晚睇8below，喊到豬頭炳咁。"
Jason said,"ng sai har ma"
Shermen said,"有覺得D狗好慘囉，D人好自私囉。呢個世界好唔公平囉。"
Jason said,"why lei? whatz the story about?"
Shermen said,"有一個科學家去左南極搵隕石，唔理天氣變壞都要去搵。搵到回程果陣跌左落水，D狗救返佢上黎，但科學家跌斷左雙腳。因為場風雪暴太大，所有人要撤離基地，但架飛機唔夠位，要放低D狗。本來話會返轉頭救佢地，但D人話D燃料要黎送D科學家同D工作人員返屋企，同風暴太大，唔可以返去救D狗，只可以由得佢地，直到冬天過左，春天先返去救佢地。咁D狗就被迫留係南極過左180日。有隻老死左，有隻跌死左…"
Shermen said,"D人真係好自私架。佢要去搵隕石果陣，唔理幾大風雪﹑幾危險，都要去，係D狗送佢去，救返佢返機地。但佢就留低D狗喎，又唔肯返去救D狗。自私鬼黎架。"
Jason said,"orrr...icic.... i am not saying u are wrong ah har...but why u think the dogs are poor cuz u project yr feeling onto it...but somehow, do u ever think of, if they live in a nature enviornment, the problem they gonna face = more harsh.....this is the rule of nature......"
Jason said,"u gave yr mercy to them cuz u c their suffering on screen, but think in this way.....soem animal are borned to be killed (like goose, chicken, ox) do u think this is more tragic? but why u didnt weep for the chicken u ate? me no offending ga har...just wanna discuss on thi topic gei...."
Shermen said,"你講既自然環境之下，但D人將佢地帶去南極，要佢地幫手，但到頭來留低佢地係果度。如果你要一隻鵝幫你看屋，你都唔會食左佢。而家講緊既係，佢地需要既時候就要D狗幫手，有事自己走先。佢有事果陣，D狗都可以走先，D狗都將佢地救返，仲好盡責咁送佢地返機地。點解人要主宰一切，唔可以公平D。"
Jason said,"orrr....icic.....hmm...not sure about that situation bor...but think in this case if u are a helicopter pilot and u are searching for the dogs, u are running out of fuel, and u must leave now, otherwise u cant fly back to the base, will u think to keep searching or head back to base? i think they are hving similar situation isnt it?"
Shermen said,"yup, they gave up for seraching since the fuel was run out. But no one thought they got the responsibility to search the dogs after they are safe. They try to convince the guy giving up for saving the dogs."
Jason said,"orrrr....diff ppl got diff perpective ma.....their starting point maybe, if we stay, we may die as well, they wanna save lifes but not giving out their lifes gwa haha...no need to be that series bor....this is an imperfect world, fairness to u may equal to the others tragedy.......cuz we start viewing an judge the world and the things around us using our own measurement statement ma......."
Shermen said,"如果留低果八個係人，佢地就一定會返去救啦。生命唔係個個平等架咩，點解人就要有優待呀，呢個世界上所有唔好既野都係人做出黎架，反而其他動物就要因為呢D人去犧牲生命，有D於理不合囉。"
Jason said,"aiya.....dun sharpen the question la......."
Shermen said,"我只係覺得我都係人，我有D羞恥啫。"
Jason said,"aiya...just a movie, dun take that so seriously la........"
Shermen said,"係我既問題?，唔係講狗既話，我唔會有咁大反應既。"
Jason said,"take it easy.......this is an imperfect world, ridiculous stuff happens all the time....... "

end of the convensation.

Eight Below

今日去左睇極地雪犬啦，原先係上個星期五睇架，但因為買唔到飛，所以要到今日先有得睇。我都知一定睇到成日豬頭炳咁行返出黎架啦，所以我都早有準備包紙巾，點知小鵬都有帶，咁梗係用佢果包啦。講返套戲，唔知係咪我太緟意狗呢，我真係覺得套戲好好睇，覺得d狗好純真，好聰明，好團結，好服從，好有責任心。就好似一個小朋友，咩都唔識，咩都好好奇，但又好聽話，好有階級觀念。但狗比人好，佢地唔會學壞。

我尋晚自己一個去左無良到打牌，一家贏三家呀，幾勁呀。不過比小鵬話我爛賭呀。我邊有爛賭喎，我只係貪玩之嘛。

結婚啦!結婚啦!

結婚啦!結婚啦!終於都嫁得出啦。不過唔係我，我係老死vienn呀。佢同輝輝拍左拖無五年都有四年幾，佢又開始人老珠黃，都係時候嫁啦。不過真係好逗佢開心，我地五個(我啦﹑vienn啦﹑亞花啦﹑亞姐啦同豬屎麵)終於都有個嫁得出啦。唔知幾時輪到我啦，搞到我忽然間都恨嫁起上黎添。講返vienn，佢地打算下年年尾結婚。咁早講定除左講個好消息比我地班姊妹聽，就梗係暗示大家好修身啦，比一年半你減，你咪話減唔到呀。好啦，我都要節食減肥啦。講起都開心，好似我都有份嫁咁。但係今日去做facial個老皮娘問我係咪肥左呀，撞鬼。
講完件開心事，有一件唔係好開心既事呀。亞fred唔讀phD啦。聽到果陣覺得有d可惜，覺得亞fred點睇都似係一個professor，佢唔讀又真係有d可惜。但佢話佢無心機繼續讀啦，佢都去意已決，我都唔會再勸佢，紿終咁大家都咁大咯，人各有志。我唔可以阻止佢，我都無權咁做啦。做朋友既點都支持佢既。

天生一對

尋晚去左睇楊千嬅做既天生一對，原先想同亞瑩一齊睇，一來佢鍾意楊千嬅，二來我有coupon嘛，一齊睇抵D嘛。但等左佢成個禮拜都未話去睇，算數我同肥仔自己睇。套戲都幾勵志架，不過老套D，講下有病就要醫，唔好逃避。但拎乳癌黎做主題又真係到point左d。無論咩人都唔想自己身體既一部份要割左去，而全乳切除係外觀上的確有影響。尤其女人天生就貪靚，呢個世界上根本就無一個唔貪靚既女人，只係多同少，但就算幾少，都唔會鍾意咁唔balance既身體。仲有，要接受自己有病真係唔係咁容易，有邊個人想自己病呀。再加埋要向身邊既人交代，交代係一個過程，但對一個關心你既人黎講，你有病同佢有病一樣咁難受。病簡直就係世間最大既折磨。

但我好鍾意戲裡面既一句"用最好既心情，擁抱最壞既事情"。我記得我有句口頭禪 -- "死左去吧啦"。有一日我都係口快快咁講左出黎，比肥仔聽到，佢第一時間回我一句，"有好多人想生存落去都無機會呀。"我就知我講錯野。小鵬就係咁，佢唔會好縱我，但佢永遠都係好positive同好有paitient咁去教我﹑錫我。講返句slogan，真係好有意思。成日都話不如意既事十常八九，但你點去面對呀?就用"最好既心情"，我都唔知有病果個係我，我做唔做到，但如果唔好彩我真係有咁既一日，希望我可以記得呢句說話。

套戲有個位我覺得好殘忍，就係比Bingo親眼見到亞睦係存心呃佢錢。一個自己等左七年既人返黎只係為左呃自己既錢，好可悲。

尋日仲有一件小小既大事，我想將個啱啱洗乾淨既飲盒放入微波爐叮乾，點知錯手放埋對木筷子入去。弊勒，對木筷子著火呢。好在唔係叮左好耐，但己經出晒煙同個飲盒底溶左D啦。好驚呀，嚇死我呀。幾驚發生火警呀。

呢個禮拜我……

係勒，又一個禮拜勒，唔知幾時開始呢個blog變左一個週blog。
我亞媽要我去箍牙呀，佢話我棚牙越黎越哨，仲話人地醜樣添呀。都唔知點做人亞媽架，咁話自己個女。不過我都想既，我棚牙又真係好鬼唔靚，都係哨呀，唔整齊呀咁啦。但我怕痛，又貴。真係……嘥氣。

呢個weekend我好開心喎。日日都同肥仔一齊。返學前又見到佢，放學又見到佢。一齊食早餐；我練琴，佢熨衫；我訓晏覺，佢打機……

上個星期三去左開alumni ex-co meeting，topic係我地alumni出唔出廣告支持學校斷龍。但我地因為無徵詢過d member，所以唔可以用alumni個名。咁身兼數職既ex-co就話今日點都要有個交代。alumni ex-co個名都要出架啦。但ex-co當中又有係主誕堂既人，大家都唔肯讓步。結果都係出名不成。真係黑暗。但該場戰役亦不乏熱血既成員，不惜自資出廣告。勇~

舅母同舅父又出事啦。其實，d人點解要結婚呢。結婚完廿幾三十年後，又要出去玩，又要離婚。對我黎講，不輕易合，亦不輕離。大家結婚當日唔係己經許下承諾"執子之手，與子偕老"架咩。點解會咁兒戲。定係我唔明白大家既難處呢。我只知咩事都要坦白，你瞞我我瞞你，大家點一齊過埋下半世呀。